Sunday, August 24, 2008

the safest place to keep all our old mistakes

cannot believe i will be in a different country in two days. it's all quite surreal, to tell you the truth. i never get much sleep on overnight plane rides, i guess these two nights will be practice. i have no idea what to expect. i have no idea how i even feel about this. if i weren't this brave, i'd just turn around and run right back to ND-- or would i do it if i were braver? it's a secret; nobody knows. my minds through the keyboard to the screen-- sometimes things get lost in translation. i'm ready for my adventure to begin, but i'm scared out of my mind-- i wish i could distinguish between the two.





long live the car crash hearts
cry on the couch where the poets come to life
fix me in 45

(and even after all this time, the first few notes of this song is all it takes to calm me. love these boys. FOB forever.)

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