Wednesday, May 28, 2008

now i only waste it dreaming of you

words are too soft for me tonight. my fingers bang at the keyboard because i need them to feel something-- anything, anything that will help me forget that i'm all alone.

so i listen to all the fast songs and bite my lip and long for everything that i can't have. i haven't spoken to you in a whole day and it's already too long. my brain gets it but my heart just can't comprehend-- why are you so far away? why are you gone for so long?

tears linger behind my eyes but i'm not letting them fall. i am not defeated yet.

but i know i can't last for long.

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