i'm sorry you're still living in the past. i'm sorry i wanted to get out of this state and make something of myself. i'm sorry i have a life up in south bend. i'm sorry that the friends i made there are just as amazing as the friends i have here. i'm sorry i miss them.
i'm sorry you never picked up when i called you three times on your birthday. i'm sorry you only sent me a text message on mine. i'm sorry we're not in high school anymore. i'm sorry things can't be the same again.
i'm sorry i'm not the person i was in high school anymore. i'm sorry that i laugh a little more and cry a little more and drink a little more and love a little more. i'm sorry i finally figured out what i'm supposed to be doing with my life. i'm sorry i did it all without any help from you.
i'm sorry you're always busy all the time. i'm sorry that the one day you weren't, you'd rather sleep than spend time with me. i'm sorry i live forty-five minutes away from you. i'm sorry your phone line apparently doesn't work your way.
i'm sorry you resent that my life is moving on. i'm sorry yours never did. i'm sorry i'm not allowed to drive five hours to gainesville. i'm sorry my parents won't let me take a bus. i'm sorry you hold no interest in even trying to come visit me. i'm sorry it's never your fault.
most of all, i'm sorry i'm not sorry at all.
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