being home is ... weird. like, it's good, but so strange at the same time. i haven't really done much ... my birthday was nice, i had a lot of good food, but that's basically it. it IS nice to be warm again (finally!), but i miss 3W and i miss constant contact and i miss dave and i miss everything that came with being at notre dame. i guess the good stuff definitely overweighed the bad stuff. this year was so hard in some aspects, but amazing in others. and if it hadn't been for the bad stuff, i wouldn'tve found the people that really matter.
it still hurts a little to look at paula-theresa-lisa-rose and see how easily i've been erased. lisa and rose and theresa say that we're still friends, that they still care, but how much of that am i supposed to believe? i understand not wanting to burn bridges, i understand not wanting to get involved, but for them it's like spring break never happened. and in my opinion, what happened was too crazy to gloss over.
*sigh* oh well. i always have trouble with this anyways.
i miss my girls.
june 18 cannot come soon enough.
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