Monday, June 15, 2009

a smile that could light up this whole town

today i feel like my heart is so full, it's fit to burst. i love the everything. i love happiness. i love love. sometimes i just want to press pause and look down at everything and marvel at the fact that this is all real, this is all happening, this is everything i have ever wanted. you never know until you do. i have never been more myself. i am wearing my big earrings from high school again and i laugh when i want to and i don't hide anything about who i am anymore because hey, i'm me, and if you don't like it then tough. i finally figured out who i'm supposed to be. i've got my whole life ahead of me, my whole life ahead of me to be happy with the right person and yes, yes, yes.

and on top of all of this, one of my very best friends got engaged today and i cannot express how happy i am for them. i love seeing love in the world. i have become the biggest sap recently but i honestly just don't care anymore. one more year; we're all about to be catapulted into the real world. suddenly it's not nearly as scary as i thought it was.

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